oh god

thank you for today darlingg
i really appreciate what you have done to me
ILOVEYOUSOMUCH GENDUT !!

selamat hari raya aidilfitri
maaf zahir dan batin for all mistake and misunderstandingg .

lots of love , nurfatiha bt abdul jalil :)

no title

i just want a freedom . FULLSTOP !

intro

hey guys , nothing much to say here
i miss blogging so much ! :(
i miss hell a lot of stories to share , haih

im going to gombak today and tomorrow morning im going to melaka for my cousin's wedding . so im away for a few days . bye bye :)

good girl go bad

grww !

sakit sangat hati nehh
kenapa la orang ni susah sangat nak hormat hak kita ?
mati ke kalau hormat ?
aku tak tau la nak cakap macam mana dah
FED UP !
ada yang aku dah bagi hint tak terasa langsung
buat muka babi ja
seolah olah tak bersalah langsung
dah la muka macam taik
seriously !
aku tak paham dengan orang-orang macam ni
nak je SOUND
tapi nanti hujung-hujung kita ni la yang jahat
kita ni la yang berkira
kita ni la busuk hati
kita nie nanti orang tamaw kawan pulak
lagi pon aku nak spm , tahun last aku
malas nak gado gado
nanti orang kata aku tak matured pulak enn
aku nie ada otak , bukan macam kau
aku kawan dengan kau pong lama dah haa
makan hati je kalau kawan dengan orang macam ni
macam nak bunuh jaa
TOLONG LAAA
aku tak suka orang kacau HAK aku
sebab aku tak suka kacau HAK orang
aku taw HORMAT !
aku tak suka orang gossip gossip pasal aku
lagi lagi buat cita pasal aku
aku taw la aku nie tak BAGOS macam kau
tapi ada masalah ka dengan hidup aku ha ?
aku rasa semua orang sama kot
nama ja kawan , tapi macam sial
kena basoh ja hati tue dengan air jamban , baru sedar kutt
jadi kenapa laa wujud juga orang orang macam ni dalam dunia
penat lahh !
yang tak puas hati sangat dengan aku pehal ?
ada aku kacau hidup orang ka ?
tak silap aku , aku tak penah pong jaja cita pasai orangg
kau duk beromen dengan bf kau , aku tak penah kata apa pongg
tak penah pong burukkan nama orang
sekali pong takk ! haih
kenapa depan aku buat muka baik ha ?
macam tada papa pulakk
tak rasa besalah ka ? or memang tada perasaan ha ?
klau kawan tikam kawan nie , kawan ka namanya ? ouh shit
klau aku buat baik dengan orang
aku tak harapkan sangat orang itu balas balik jasa aku , sket pong tak berharap
aku just nak hormat jah , H.O.R.M.A.T je kutt
takyah kena bayar ponggg
klau dah suruh hormat tuh tak bermakna nak suruh sembah aku
junjung aku , agungkan aku
klau suruh pong bukan maw kan ? huh
maksud aku klau aku dah buat baik tuh
jangan la pijak aku balik !
jangan jadi ibarat melepaskan anjing tersepit
nak ke samakan dengan anjing ha ?
aku nak satu ja
DO SHOW ME SOME RESPECT PLEASE !
aku dah cakap bahasa melayu nehh
harap kau paham la eh pompuan nahhh
jangan sampai aku cakap bahasa tamil pulak kut nahh
oke ? paham yea ?

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such a crucial time rite now . but then it happened . *sigh* why?

i know , everythings happened must be a reason . yes ! but why ? *sigh*

please , i can't endure it . seriously i can't ! its hurt . yes ! its hurt !

but , i have to . yes ! i have to . why ?

why ?

why ?
and why ?

*sigh*

argh ! seriously i can't ! but i have to . argh !

*sigh*

GOD , help !

* otak merengg ! HAHA

learning to breathe

fantasy is always a fantasy
reality is always reality
face the fact .

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ignore this shitty person

i cant change what anybody feels about me , if you have feelings on me , i cant help you with it . klau tetiba rasa nak frust dengan aku sebab aku tamaw dekat hg , sila lahh . but tak payah nak melibatkan perasaan hg tue dengan kehidupan aku . jangan jadi orang yang belagak alim , belagak baik , belagak sopan , macam pijak semut pon tak mati depan aku . hipokrit itu namanyaa . klau dah rasa ada gf , buat lah cara ada gf oke . buat apa nak berahsia dengan aku , dan bila dah kantoi buat apa nak merayu merayu dekat aku , tidak kah itu bodo namaya ? meluat lahh , tetiba ja jadi emo kubur tak tentu pasal ha .taik ! jangan la expect aku nak termakan pujok rayu bangang hg tuh . aku paling annoyed dengan orang macam tuh . erggh ! klau dah tak layan tue memang harap maklum je lahh , aku sumpah dah tak sukaa . langsung tak cair okehh , nie nur fatiha bt abdul jalil and dont you dare to try to play with me . sekian terima kaseh , harap maklum .

shake shake ur body

hello guys , today let we start about exam . haih , my mid exam is so so so so HARD . rasa macam nak fuck ja paper exam tuh . susah sangat ! huh . nak study tapi malas ! apa nak jadi dengan anak pak jalil sorang nehh . acc , sekarang sibok dengan bf yang keliling pinggang nehh , itu sebab nak pegang buku pong malas , ouh tidak ! cmna nehh , ouh god ! give me some clues please :( i need to do something about my future , i want to change it but people said its like ' hangat hangat taik ayam jahh ' HAHAHA . woaah ! tapi bila jawab exam cik nurfatiha nie bersemangat je orang kata , tekun sampai tak tengok orang lain dahh . haa ! tapi satu je yang tak suka , about one guy yang duduk sebelah kiri time exam nehh , shit ! sket sket nak tanyaa , taw la minat kat aku tayah la duk gegeh sangat ! rimas taw dak ! aku nak jawab exam pon tak senang . dah la aku nie keturunan pekak sket yang hg duk buat cakap romantis taik kucing apa , haih . kadang kadang stupid question pon nak tanyaa , macam la tataw . saja ja nak cakap dengan aku enn , silly ! dah la wire otak hg tue sewel , aku pon jadi seram sejuk ja taw duk tepi hg . rasa macam duk kat perogol besiri yang tak handsome langsung tapi bajet handsome ! dah la dulu curi phone aku , dasar gila punya oranggg ! HAHAHA hey guys ! tq kerana membaca cerita bodo saya ini . selamat malam :)

sweet 17

i just want to wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my friends .
may god bless you , may all ur wish comes true and gud luck in our big examination okehh .
ouh , lagi satu ! semoga bahagia dengan orang tersayang :)
jangan buli aku dah lepas nie oke ! dah tua buat cara tua .



* dear mekna , sori aku copy gamba kat hg . tak larat nak cari lain dah .

HANG TUAH

im soooooo fucking bored
i feel so stuck , blank , blah and whatever !
i sit and think for NOTHING
what the ?
arghhhh , i cant stand anymore so bored like the hell * pfffttttt
now im going to continue texting with my beloved HANG TUAH <3
awwww , fatiha post a words ' i love you '
woaaah ! its so AMAZING ! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
ouh btw , didt you know who is my HANG TUAH ? hahaha suprised right ?
let it be my secret for a while , and i think i will story to you guys later oke , deal or not ? hoho

all human not perfect

EXAM FEVER !

aaa , today paper agama I and II , science I .
woaaah agama paper I is totally likes SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK and SUCK !
otak memang blank , blur , empty and bla bla bla bla * pffftt
naseb baik paper II bole cover balik kutt , bole la jawab jugak , i guess so lahh :| ouh , about science paper I pon macam hampeh jah ! memang sial lohh ! totally !

special days

16 mei 2010

thank you teachers for teaching me how to be a good girl , respect people and be alert about our world :) i love you teachers . tolong doakan kejayaan saya di masa hadapan .

when im getting bored

Who were your best friends?
azry bin aminul rashid kutt HAHA

Who did you hang out with the most?
amalina kaman

Did you play any sports?
hoki

Last concert you went to?
my dad never let me go

Do you know who your true friends are?
i didn't know , seriously !

Ever kissed someone of the same sex on the lips?
err ?

Are you seriously bored?
totally !

Do you take pictures just for myspace?
nope hehe

Where was your default picture taken?
titi gantung

How long are you online each day?
depends

Do you watch wrestling?
nope

Have you ever been lost?
yes

Can you be romantic?
sure do :)

Do you know your ABC'S?
WTF ?

Who's your favorite disney character?
little mermaid ,

Ever google yourself?
sometimes

Do you still live with your parents?
i never far from them

Do you enjoy doing these surveys?
not really

How's the weather outside?
its to dark and hot !

If you could see someone right now who would it be?
muhammad amirul bin zainal abidin :)

What kind of computer do you have?
laptop acer

What do people call you?
teha jalil

Hows your day going?
totally suck !

What were you doing at 3:00pm?
sleeping and dreamingg

Have any siblings?
yes

What movie did you last see?
kl drift kutt

Do you have a favorite pair of jeans?
yes , my skinny

Would you rather be at the beach or be in the snow?
both

Do you secretly like anyone from MySpace?
mybe :D

Would you rather eat or sleep?
both

Wanna go for a walk?
jum jum ! haha

Favorite colors?
pink hoho

Plans for the weekend?
slepping eating slepping and slepping

How much money do you have on you?
19.20$

Next concert you will attend?
never happend

Anything exciting happening soon?
noooo

Text or call?
both

Are you a morning person?
yes kutt

Sunrise or Sunset?
sunset

When is your birthday
november 06

Ever been drunk?
never

How many years have you been breathing?
16 years 5 month 15 days

Where were you born?
in malaysia of course

How old were you when you lost your virginity?
after get married , malam pertama tuh HAHAHA

Do you have an annoying voice?
YES YES !

Who sent the 17th message in your inbox?
fikri

Do you talk to any of your exes?
yes

Are you feeling uncomfortable right now?
i dont know , but i think im missing someone * sigh

favourite song :]

woaah !

dear blogger ,
as im quite busy with my daily life , i got no time for spend for updating my blog and now i feel my blog dah BERKARAT . sory guys :)

new story

btw , rambut nie dah lama buat ! cuma lambat gtau jeh!
sori guys ! :D

weaaaaaaaaaaaaaa , rindunyaa nak online-ing and memblog-inggg !! :(

alice in wonderland

oouh , its so amazinggg . i love it ! pegi penang semata mata na tengok tue jaa . HAHAHAHA
duit pon dah abes sebab tengok barang cun sket suma na kebas . aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! hahahaha apa lahh . homework tak siap siap lagi , haiyoyoyo . cepat cepat pegi buat homework nur fatiha . kang azizah bunuh hg . haha

dear ,

blog sy telah diubah suai kepada yg lebih simple . if anything just leave yours comment at the box oke and keep following my blog yeah !


lots of love : NUR FATIHA BT ABDUL JALIL .

i can keep on smiling :D

smil smile smile , hahahaha reason ? sbb sy dah berbaik dgn si ayie . dua hari ha gado because of a small matter . ayie si cemburu buta ! no call , no text taw pon tak senang duduk kan , padan muka hg ayie kena pujok aku ha , HAHAHAHA fateha memang pangai buruk sket weh , so jangan cari pasal lagi eh si kerek :D muah !


p/s : hey readers , jangan salah anggap yea !

close your eyes and close your heart please

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oouh no no nooo

guys , sorryyyy
im to l-a-z-y to feed my blog for a new post
i don't really had an idea of what to write ?
its p-r--e-t-t-y much dissapointed right ?
my blog is getting b-b-b-b-oringg i guess :(

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa , panas panas panas !
nanak potong rambutttt ;(

awww awww awwww !

hello peeps ! pssst ! fyi i got my handphone back . i know who the thief . kawan dia sendiri yg
gtau haa . ouh serious shit im suprise . kawan yg baik dgn i bole buat camnie ha . eei bengap
betol manusia zaman sekarang nie ha . dah buat kesalahan tue mengaku je lah , nie takkk .
bole si pencuri tue cakap bukan dia yg amek , dia kata org lain yg amek , dia just simpan rahsia je ha . i wont believe thats . tapi lantak ah dia nak cakap apa pongg , yg penting handphone i dah kembali ke pangkuan i ha :D fuh lega ! tayah beli lain ha . tapi suma benda dalam phone tue suma hilang and setting asal dia pon dah lari . eei geram betol . mula mula rasa macam takot je nak amek handphone tue balik ha , pikir macam macam . tapi mekna cakap , gunaa ja . lama lama
oke balik la ha . so i just try it . huh ! so duit yg i kumpul nak beli phone lain tue nak simpan and
school holidays bulan 3 nie nak p straight and potong rambut bagi pendek ! panas la rambut panjang nehh . kakak ! cepat balik ehh . tak sabar nak try rambut baru haa :D hoho

babi babi babi babi !

argghhhh ! phone kena curi ! babi fuckk anjing pukimakkkk !
sapa la yg hati babi sangat nehh . tada duit dah ke yg nak curi phone org ha ?!
dasar budak abi ulu memang cam tue la . memang hidup sapa yg curi phone aku nie tak aman sampai mampoihhh ! fuckkkk !

23 february :)

happy birthdayy si gemuk ! sweet 13 :)
dah besar da weh , tayah menggedik sangat okee .

the truthhh

dekat dunia nie kita kena terima bukan sumanya indah belaka , and kita kena terima yg indah itu suma ada hikmahnyaa . bila kena duga jangan cepat melatah , thinks first , mybe ada perbuatan kita yg salah . tak sumanya apa yg kita buat itu betol . jangan terlalu biasa menunding jari pada orang lainn , kadang kadang cuba muhasabah diri itu . kadang kadang apa yg kita buat itu ada jugak yg salahh . kita manusia biasa yg tak lepas dari buat salah dan silapp . ask yourself first before you start to blame someone else . sometimes kita rasa kita terlalu bagos sampai kita rasa apa yg kita buat itu suma betol and kita tak patot menerima suma itu . as we know , everything comes with a reason . so as a human , an ordinary human , all that we can do is accept all this with a strong heart . im not just remind it to you guys but for me . yes im a strong girl and i know i can face all thiss . walaopun benci kat someone tuhh , rasa teraniayaa i cuma taw sabar sahaja . ahaaa , i think thats a good way . tapi tak taw la sampai mana tahap kesabar nehh . actually i hate to hating people so i try to ignore its . sebab itu setiap hari i sellau bedoa supaya masa cepat berlalu and i dapat tinggalkan alam sekolah ini walaupon i know masa yg akan datang akan lbeh rumit and merunsingg kann .

si tomato and si nangka :D

16 of februaryyy ! :D

happy birthday nur adiba and exad emir hohoho
sweet couple of the year .
semoga bahagia sampai ke anak cucu yeah !
i love you guys muaaah !


*sori lambat post , kinda buzy :)

alleviate

hello readers , missed me much ? :) yeah , i know it's been a long time i tak update blog .
awww esok nak start skul balik . tak suke tak sukee . sy sangat benci pegi ke skul .
sebab apa ? sebab sy tak suke tengok muka muka org yg sy penah sayang and
org yg sy benci sekarang ini . bila skula nak abes ? gah ! bak kata org , sabar itu separuh drpd imam , right ? :) um homework ? ouhh tidakkk ! tidak dapat disempurnakan sepenuhnya lagii .
sebab apa ? sebab cuti ini sy sibok mengikot bontot nur adiba merantau satu perliss . hoho
kulit yg sememangnya putih ini semakin nampak putihnyaa lagi :P berat ? semakin hari semakin bertambah rasanyaa . staying at home without doing nothingg . makan tido makan tido online .
itu je yg sy tahuuu . no excercise sekarang ini . badan semakin hari semakin cumil .
awwww i hate thats . macam mana nak pakai kebaya nanti . kenduri yen semakin hari semakin hampirr . ouuh tidakk ! mulakan diet mulai hari ini . tapi bole ke ? rasa macam tak bole jaaa .
ouhhh kena bagi bole jugakkk ! cegu anasss , cepat la buat latihan hoki balikkk .
sy nak bersukan kembaliii . huh ! kepada kawan kawan tolong support supaya kurangkan makan yeaa . kantin skulaa tolong jauhi dari syy . sebab apa ? sebab dia memang penghasut sejati . oouhhh katakan tidak kepada kantin skula :) tapi sy rasa perut sy menari irama hindustan sekarang ini dan sy perlu mengundur diri ntok pegi makan sebentar . sekian terima kaseh :D

awwww , happy holiday guys :)
happy chinese new yearr and and
happy valentines day ! muahh !

you wont never ever know whats playing in my mind and my heart .

im away for a two days . tq :)

i want a perfect boyfriend :D

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

• leave her cute text messages.

• kiss her in front of your friends.

• tell her she is beautiful.

• look into her eyes when you talk to her.

• let her mess with your hair.

• just walk around with her.

• look at her like she's the only girl you see, because she is.

• hold her hand when you're around your friends.

• be the one to take her hand, don't make her reach for yours.

• be the one to call her, don't make her always call you.

• when she starts swearing at you, let her know AGAIN that you love her.

• let her fall asleep in your arms.

• get her mad, then kiss her.

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she's sick.

• watch her favorite movie with her.

• write her letters.

• let her wear your clothes.

• when she's sad, spend time with her.

• let her know she's important.

• let her take all the photos she wants of you.

• kiss her in the pouring rain.

• and, when you fall in love with her, tell her.


guys repost as : i'd do this for my girl.

girls repost as : the perfect boyfriend

if you don't repost this in four minutes you will lose the one you love.

if you do repost this in four minutes the one you love will :

call you;

kiss you;

tell you he loves you.

repost or you'll bump your head onto something.


HAHAHHAHAHA cool <3

today is thursday

today ? 28 of january 2o1o sepatutnya ada latihan sukantara ruma kenari and rajawali
for hari sukan nanti i dgn mekna malas nak pegi membuang lemak so we all
decide ntok pegi merongggeng HAHAHHAHA dalam erti kata lain pegi bedating lahh
so kitorang pegi meronggeng la dekat denai haa . tataw nak p mana dah haaa .
gilaa dua dua budak nie en. hehehe chowww !

day of us :)

today was freaking awsomeee . disebabkan terlampau bosan and memikirkan pa'ah ada kat
ruma lien so i decide to go to ruma lien . so around 2.30 o'clock i suruh my dad sent me to
ruma lien . malas na pegi sendiri because cuaca sangat la sejukkk *sebaliknya lahh HAHAHA
besh beshh , lama tak lepak sekalii . pegi makan , jalan jalan and ngorat ngorat hehe :P
oouh , tadi tega makan i met mirul and sape ntah lagiii . cool :D nanti nak lepak lagi lahhh .
oke , malas nak update panjang panjang . tengok gamba sudah . muah !

THE END !

im unlucky person for today ! shit !
dari pagi sampai sekarang malang ja ! wtf ! :(
oh god , please help me . im just a human thats not avoid from mistake .

deep inside

hurmmm nothing to say really . i got many problem and i dont know how long i
can stand with it . itu la , ini laa haih -_- school ? huh to many homework everydy .
suma cegu nak push kitorang . suma nak cepat ja . ingat robot kut nak buat cepat cepat .
bukan i sorang je yang tak puas hati , suma bebudak form 5 felt the same thing like i did .
i hate everything , i hate my school to be truth oke . sometime i getting fedup and losing hopes for my spm . tapi nak buat macam mana , just accept that . kita nie na amek spm . tayah banyak songeh sangat sangat en :/

love ? haihhh like the other student , there's a one guy who make me feels like oh my god
hahahahhaa . mybe i like him but i dont know , i dont want to say anything yet . but
i think for now im not looking or having any feelings to other man yet , unless there's someone
who ready to bring back all my hopes in love or take responsibility which i believe there's no one will do it for me . and fyi i lose hopes on love and trusting guys because of some shittest reasons . for now i wont set all my hopes high because i dont want to be hurt again and again .
im heartbroken girl HAHA . i feel so dumb to admit about that ______
i dont think i can trust and belive in myself for new love or whatever gonna happen next .
kepada guys yg mintak couple tuh , im sorry . im not ready for that . i know i dah banyak lukakan hati koranggg . but i have to think about my own feelings too . i hope korang bole paham . tanak la tima korang sebab kesian jaa . korang nak ke cam tue ? for sure tanak kan?
so , please understand . im begging you . jangan asyik pikir pasal perasaan korang jaa ya and bila i dah tolak yue , please laa jangan duk kata plus tuduh macam macam . you dont know whats playing in my mind . i have to many things to think . pasal kawan pon sometimes dah jadi kusut kepala . kawan makan kawan , sapa tak susah en . so all this love stuff i tolak tepi jaaa .
jangan cakap i nie tadak boyfriend because im too classy and choosy . to be truth , yes im to choosy for a good thing . its true right ? but i know its hard to find a perfect boyfriend .
kepada sesiapa yang keep asking me my status relationship , yes im clearly single ! fullstop . jangan kata i tolak korang sebab i dah ada boyfriend oke . and sesiapa yg cakap i dah ada boyfrend please bring on the proof to me yeah ! tq .

first traning merentas desa for 2o1o

semangat ruma kenari HAHA

minah minah melenggang

yeaa , go go
kenari vs rajawali

bersukan untok kekurusan hahaha

THE END :)

* next week ada lagi , duh !

short story

woo , kinda miss this blog pretty so much . i did't updated my blog like before .
finally its already 1 week i been school . gah , bosan sial
pagi pagi dah kena w0ke up early mandi g skula . dah la balik lambat . duh
everyday a same routines . and next week start latihan ruma sukan
and decorate my class .diorang nak buat itu la ini lahhh . membazir ja ha hehe
im too lazy this year for that . but as ketua keceriaan i have to be responsible . haih
oke la , i really dont have exciting to blog abt .idk why nowadays im kinda lazy .
mybe tomorrow or tomorrow or tomorrow i will continue blogging my new story ya . zzzzz

ouh gosh .

hey , im ready for school with a spirit and i hope it would be a
great year for me because its my last year being in school .
my preparation is 65 % hahaha . hby ?
seriously i really wanna change my attitude .
i really wanna get a great result in spm this yearr . duh !
im trying to be the best for my dad . hope he nver regret have a child like me -_-
fateeha no more love , play , unfocus when study and at class
avoid to be friend with a lazy people , always tring to get a great marks
and trying to be best student .
think about your future yahhh :)

hellogoodbye

2009 IS ALMOST OVER! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE

Stayed single almost the whole year?
uih anak sepuluh dah pon haa

Were involved in something you'll never forget?
err next

Tripped over a coffee table?
yes ? no ? HAHAHAHA

Dying your hair?
rambut ori la best ha

Came close to losing your life?
err ?

Saw one of your favourite bands/artists live?
hahaha ntah laa

2009: Friends and Enemies

Did you meet any new friends this year?
yes yes yes !

Did you hate anyone?
of course

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
um , kinda

2009: All about YOU

Did you drive?
umo tak cukup lagi ha

Did you own a car?
hahahaha bapak cek kedekutt ha

Would you change anything about yourself now?
mybee :)

2009: Wrap UP:

Was 2009 a good year?
i don't know -_-

Do you think 2010 will top 2009?
I hope so

IN THE YEAR 2009 I CONFESS THAT I....

Kissed in the snow?
hahaha next question please

Had your heart broken?
hurmmm ;(

Done something you've regretted?
yes !

Painted a picture?
both :)

Told someone you were busy when you weren't?
hahaha yes

Lied about how old you were?
why should i ?

IN 2009 I.....

Broke a promise?
ahaaa

Lied?
mesti la ha


Disappointed someone close?
yes , hurmm

Hid a secret?
hahaha next

Pretended to be happy?
most of the time

Slept under the stars?
no

Met someone who changed your life ?
not sure

Sat home all day doing nothing?
yeaah , boringgg lol

Pretended to be sick?
sometimes

Lost something expensive?
err nope

Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it?
im not sure

Made a change in your life?
err

Found out who your true friends were?
no comment

Met great people?
no

Stayed up til sunrise?
hahaha tak penah g ha

Cried over the silliest thing?
HAHAHAHHA of course lol

Had friends who were drifting away from you?
all of them

Had a high cell phone bill?
err ? HAHAHA

Spent most of your money on food?
nope

Liked more than 5 people at the same time?
hahahha sorang cukup lahh