salam aidil adha to all (:

-i'm tired and sleepy already
gud nyte all readers

now , you really really make me mad

who the hell is he ?
first of all , i really love to meet ya boys
i really don't know who the hell are you whether you are still in my friend list
or not but seriously i can't believe that i meet stupid person like you
tell you what boys ,
you call us 'deje' . what the fuck ?!
if kitorang deje , thats mean hg pon deje jugak lah . ade otak ke tadak neh haa
second , thankss for your stupid idiot sympathy and what you care
i don't ever need stupid person like you
i feel sori for you lah jantannn
why tade orang backup hg ka so thats why you try mess up with me ?
plus i bet you're hepi with your girlfriend right now , congrats
aku tak disturb kebahagiaan hg ngn awek hg oke
hey , you know what
i try not to mess up with youu and i still know myself oke
but hg ? uhh ! tataw la
third , ouh loser loser ! i'm not that type lahh
na kata , kata je lahhh
and be truth aku tanak kawan dengan org loser like youu
grwww , pengecut sini datang la weh cakap face to face
and show me who the hell you really are
fourth , i know you're jealous with me thats why you act like a stupid kambengg
DIRTY KAMBENGG ! hahaaha pity on youu
fifth , if you hate me please stop following my blog and stop stalker my comment at ms
tak malu ke haa ?!
and plus you're un-invited reader la wehh
dah benci buat cara benci lahhh , tak payah la hipokrit dahh
dah memang ternyata hg benci kat aku enn
waaah ! i love you la fucking boys

words for thats lovely boys :
aku sebenarnya malas na layan suma nehh
its like a childish , tak matang langsungg
but hg yg cabar kesabaran akuu
hg tak rasa ke pelik ka gado dgn perempuan haaa
tak rasa cam dayus jehh eeiwwww
but aku sket pon tak gentar la wehh and i don't even care about you
tetiba je cari pasal dgn akuuu
and one more thinggs , na kutuk tue use your own words
tayah la copy aku punya words . tak malu ka haa ?! eiuywww silly
&& terima kaseh sebab bagi aku berjaga tega tega malam nie sbb na buat special
karangan nie kat hg , huh -____- fuck you !

to all my readers except my lovely boys :
sori guys for the harsh word . i know its really mean but i he deserve it hahaha
sapa suruh cari pasal en ?
heh , love this post , i really love it

fight ? cmon !

yeah hey peoples , i was like freaking boringg -__-
i'm done with myspace and facebook , haih
oke you guys know what ? memang bengang gila kat jantan neh
setakat duk skula kluster , you think you good haa !
oke now let me tell you jantan
aku bukan desperate kat jantan macam hg laa yg desperate sgt kt betina
tada awek tak bole hidup ka weh ? hahaha silly
then yg hg terasa aku duk kutuk kutuk dgn mekna tue pehal ?
but sape yg makan cili dia terasa pedas oke
ingat aku suke ka gado gado neh just because of you
eeiyuwww , sori sket -___-
macam orang tak matang jaa .am i right guys ?
weh banyak lagi la orang nak kat aku
setakat hg tue who care babe ?
klau handsome macam justin biebier aku takpa la jugakk huh !
and and if nak kutuk kutuk & na jaja gossip about me just go on
aku tak kesah and bukannya aku yg dapat dosa oke
dalam phone bukan main lagi
padahal belakang aku macam kambeng yg tada otak jaa
stupid right ? hahaha
bole bagi award good actor i thinkk
ingat aku skula abi bengap sangat kaaa
alaahh , setakat hg duk skula tuttt* tue sket pon aku kesah
nak fight ? jum ! cmon la babe hahaha
klau hg bole tunjuk bagos aku pon lagi bole la weh !
please think about it

it's alright it's oke

I found out that actually you're not being honest to me .
yah , i know
even you are caringg to me , but i can feel that
fateeha , you liked someone else but you have to stay with him . huh (!)
um just let it go fateeha
whatever happened you have to moving on sigh
don't be a selfish and greedy
its alright its oke

You told me
There's no need
To talk it out
Cause its too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words
And walked away

No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say

It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
It's Alright, it's OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrayed a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear

It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
It's Alright, it's OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

Don't waste your fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's way too late
I'm closing the door

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
It's Alright, it's OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

It's Alright, it's OK
Alright, OK
Without you
No matter what you say
It's Alright, it's OK
Alright, OK
Without you
I won't be sorry (:

he dedicate this song for me

tonite ym with emal , zack and mad
banyaknya teeha HAHAHA
nvm
emal na wc with me , but i tanak ahahahaha
sori yea emal :)

and and emal dedicate song for me
awww , im so touchinggg


1st and 2nd songg

the beatles : i will && i wanna hold your hand

3rd

the strokes : i'll try anything once

4rd

arctic monkeys :baby i'm yours

and the last one

the last shadow puppets : my mistakes were made for you

banyak en ? hee
suma best best . hahaha
thankss emal . later bagi i banyak banyak lagu lagi taw (:

grwww

oouuh siot , fake personaliti
i hate that girl
bitch !
one day you will know who am i oke
sumpah nyampah dengan hg !


* diharaf maaf , nama tidak boleh disiarkan
kerana kemungkinan ada org akan terasa hahahaha

falling for you (:

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me
I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)
I’m fallin’ for you
Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

what goes around comes around

damn tired . 2 hari lepak kat penang 1st night kat cik miera house and second night kat pangsapuri kakak best , tak start skul holiday lagi tapi dah g shoppingg abah kata .1st g queensbay , my lil sista and me decide to watch 'pisau cukur' while kakak and exad decide na round round jaa cuz diorang tengok cita tuh oke , nvm . so , cita tu 'bole lah ' best la jugak en .just yg tak selesa ade geng mamat mamat mane ntah buat perangai hindu kat situ nyampah akuu .tak penah tengok movie kutt haih .then , lepas abes pegi dinner . keow teow tomyamm , nyuumm nyumm . sedap laa sebab waktu perut tega lapar gila hahahaha . after perut suma dah buncit kitorng pegi gurney . hehehe dapat handbag baru (: happy but sill damn tired .

nur fatihah romat and siti nur hidayah arif

hahahhaha today besday korangg
same date lahh
even you all tak kenal each other en
but dua2 kawan yang cool jeh hihi
happy besday yawwww (:
may god bless you all and
hope your dream comes true
enjoy your sixteen besday .


*actually ,malas na update panjang panjang

at last (;

yeyh , today secara honestnye zack gtau dia dah da gf before neh
i'm not suprised
before nie memang dah agak dia dah da gf
na mnipu aku konon hg tada gf hahahahha
i can feel dat la weh
takpe laaaa
sikit pon tak kesah and jeles okee
rasa lega lagi ade lahh
awak giv up en ngn saya ? because you know i will not accept you into my life
heee sori la awk eh
sy memang tak bole tima awak
although you are very caring to me
but i still can not accept you
jangan babit saya dengan ayie tue
dia tataw pa pe ponggg
sy ngn dia just kawan jehh
lagi pon dia macam awak laaa
ade gf
orang laki cam tue la ehh
dah da gf still gatai na ejas orang lain g
nyampah aku hahhahaha
tapi awk jangan ingat sy jeles plak awk dah da gf
ouh , sori sket
sikit pon tak terasa , hihi
sumpah cakap , tak jeles langsung babe
chill (:
tapi awak nie , dah ngaku da gf pon still gedik gedik ngn sy en
hahahhhaah pity on your gf
nvm , tue hal awak dengan gf
tanak masok campurr
if dia cari pasal ngn sy , siap la awakk
hahahhahha

thankss to you

ntah sape la makhluk halus yang comment comment kat blog aku neh
hg jeles ngn aku ka weh o hg too obesses with me
bodo la hg
aku taw hg kenal aku sebab hg tau banyak pasal aku
even aku tada mak pon hg tau
mesti depan aku hg hipokrit en
what the fuck ?
what the hell are you ?
eeuiiwwwww , you such a 'katak bawah tempurungg '
get a life la bodo
thankss la weh
nak kata kat aku , kata la lagi
just go on
aku tak kan tukar link url aku sebab aku nak tengok setakat mana lagi hg na kata
lagi pon bukan aku dapat dosa en
hg la jugakkk
depan aku confirm baik gila ngn aku , pijak katak pon tak mati
belakang akuuu wah wah wah
bukan main lagi enn
setakat berani dalam nie blah la weh
pehal tak kata depan depan jaa
takot eh bodo
lama lama kantoi jugak la beb
tuhan kan ada
so , teruskan lagi usaha anda untuk mgutuk aku
hahahahahahaha
hg memang babi kimak laa
mesti dari kampung ulu mana hala en
awwww , so pity on youu hahahahahahahahhahaha
open minded la sket la oke
last words for you , thankss (:

'jakun'

SPECIAL FOR BUDAK BUDAK JAKUN :
hey lantak aku ah na buat ape pongg
yang korang sibok sibok hal aku pehal !
aku tak kacau duit mak pak korang pongg
so , yg nak sibok sibok duk comment pasal aku pehal bodo ?!
ingat bagos kutt
padahal tak bagos mana ponggg
cam babi jaaaa
dah jakun tu , jakun ahh babi !
buang masa ja aku kenai korang selama nie
suh mak pak korang ajar sket jangan duk kata kt orang
suh diorang ajar sket cmna na up to date ngok !
please laa
aku tak suka orang camnie oke
so klau terasa tu paham paham la oke
aku pon tak penah duk comment pasal korang
nie korang plak duk nyibok kata kat aku
dasar otak kuno tue , kuno ah
ceh ! dasar puki mak kaw !

that's we call 'gedik'

nie la keja bila tak pegi skula hahahaha
boringg gila doe
tue la ponteng skula sangat
padan muka hihi
and i totally miss him damn fuckin so much

heart note

Well i never want to see you unhappy , i though you was the same to me .
i'm try not to think about you .
i cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind shit !
so you're gone and im haunted and i bet you are just fine .
did i make it that , easy to walk out right in and out of my life ?
last that word , GOOD BYEEE BYEE jeh

now i'm crying again

sumpah terasa !

emotion sickness

today ? 6 november ? yahh , my besday todayy
now , i'm already sixteen
dah besar kutt , hihi
i'm happy for that
ada kengkawan yg tak lupa kat akuu
even , gaban pon wish kat aku gak semalam
thankss all !
but i'm still sad
orang yg aku harap sangat wish besday kat aku
until now hampehh
haram tada satu msg or cal pon from him
terasa hati kutt
damn ! hahahaha padan muka hg fateha ;( shit !
enough fateha ! just forget about that
touching lebih pulakk huh !

the hardest past to is to let it be and move on

what i made ,the shit i take is something already already know

i 've learn a lesson from what he'd done to me
seriously, i don't wanna talk about the past .past is past so fullstop !

i can't find a words to tell to you .
and i can't accept you in my life anymore

THE END .

is over ?

hurm , nie ne storyyy sket
tadi ptg tega duk beradu tiba tiba num public aspuri cal
then jawab la enn
tengok tengok mekna cal
sora dia sdehh
she told that her bf name adib's mintak breakk
aku macam omg omg omg ! its that true dear
i asking her why ?
mekna cakap ape ntah but i didn't remember thatt
nvm , tak penting tuhhh
then mekna cakap lagii
adib said wlaupon diorangg dah break tapi still na jadi kawan
mekna cakap mana bole cm tuhh
gillaaa ! klau aku pon tak bolee
na selamba ja jadi kawann
awwww so pity on her
memang hg jantan keparat la adib
tak reti na jaga perasaan orangg wtf *
you're so dumb & immature
geram jugakk
macam na sekeh sekeh ja kepala tuhhh huh !
sabar je la yea mekna ehh (:

fav <3

the lonelinees by babyface .

I'm sitting here,
Thinkin bout,
How I'm gon-na do without,
You around,
In my life,
And how am I, I gon get by,
Ain't got no days,
Just lonely nights,
If you want the truth,
Well girl I'm not alright,
Feel out of place,
And out of time,
I think I'm gonna lose my mind

So tell me how you feel (I'm lonely)
Are you for real? (So lonely)
Do you still think of me? (I think of you)
Baby still? (You only)
Do you dream of me at night? (Like I dream you all the time)
So lo-o-o-o-o-one

Oh let me tell you how it feels (It's like everyday I die)
Wish I was dreamin but it's real (When I open up my eyes)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (And don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love agai-i-i-in

I miss your face,
I miss your kiss,
I even miss, the arguments,
That we would have,
From time to time,
I miss you standing by my side,
I'm dying here,
It's clear to see,
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me,
Don't wanna live,
I wanna die,
If I can't have you in my life

So tell me how you feel (Ohhh)
Are you for real? (For real)
Do you still think of me? (I think of you)
Baby still? (You only)
Do you dream of me at night? (It's like I dream you all the time)
So lo-o-o-o-o-one

Oh let me tell you how it feels (It's like everyday I die)
Wish I was dreamin but it's real (When I open up my eyes)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (And don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love agai-i-i-in (Will never, I will never love again)

((Repeat until end))
So tell me how you feel (I'm lonely)
Are you for real? (So lonely)
Do you still think of me? (I think of you)
Baby still? (You only)
Do you dream of me at night? (It's like I dream you all the time)
So lo-o-o-o-o-one

Oh let me tell you how it feels (It's like everyday I die)
Wish I was dreamin but it's real (When I open up my eyes)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (And I don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love agai-i-i-in (I'll never ever ever love again baby)

1 november

yeayh ! today dah masok 1 november
and my birthday just around the corner
hahahaha can't wait (;
let's see what the meaning of november

november ,
has lots of extraordinary ideas . difficult to fathom , think forward ,unique ,brilliant .
sharp thinking . fine . strong clairvovance , make a good doctors . dynamic .secretive .
inquisitive .know how to dig secrets .always thinkingg .less talkative .amiable .brave .
generous .patient . stubborn . hardhearted .determined . never quit .
hardly become angry unless provoked .love to be alone .think differently .sharp-minded .
motivate self .doesn't appreciete praises .high-spirited .well-built , tough .
deep love . emotions .romantic . (oh ,really ? hahaha )
uncertain in relationships .homely .hardworkingg .high abilities && trustworthly ;DD


and 1 november jugak aku gado ngn paih .ktorang gado macam
haram jadah . and i still donno what the point yg buat ktorang gado
sori la paih . i can't accept org yg cakap hg aku dgn aku nehh .
asa macam tak respect && appreciate me oke . wtf*
ingat aku apa yg nak tuduh bukan bukan . sori la wehh .
hg tada hak .and paling aku benci hg suka buat macam hg nie innocent .
blah lahhh .and last things , i want you to know
it hurts to me to say goodbye .but i don't mind about it anymore .
i really can't forget what was happened on this date .

END.