is going to killing me

hey my dearest bloggie and my beloved readers !
i am so much missing you all here . i hope you're fine there and having a nice day
just LIKE ME ! uh , yeke ? HAHAHAHA
wow such a long time i've been away
eerrr , actually im always here but i didn't post any story about whats happened around here
and i got family problem but just forget about it (:
uh , i miss my friend so badly and i dunno why . so long kita tak jumpa and lepaking
gosip gosipp haih! sumpah rinduu
and rasa this holiday buat aku jadi jauh sangat ngn korangg
tak text , contact pon jarang jarang jehh . aku taw aku dah tak rapat ngn korang da since aku kua hostel but thats not mean aku lupa korangg haih
suma dah tak macam satu kepala dah
main kutuk kutuk kat belakangg ja , hipokrit ja suma . im really sick of it
and suma buat hal masing masing this holidayy
umph , i don't know whether you all are changed or i am changed ?
please answered that for me
im sory , sometimes i just think about my future and sometimes we have to be selfish about it
yes , lifes such an unfair sometimes
i feel like i don't have enough time to spend time with
my friends having fun hanging around . bila ajak hang out tak bole la ape la
macam macam alasan ja sumaa huh ! whatever lah . i think lets the time change us
i really dont have any idea or anything else to say .
i just want our relationship to be okay like before
hope everything will be oke soon , hope so -_____-