learning to breathe

fantasy is always a fantasy
reality is always reality
face the fact .

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ignore this shitty person

i cant change what anybody feels about me , if you have feelings on me , i cant help you with it . klau tetiba rasa nak frust dengan aku sebab aku tamaw dekat hg , sila lahh . but tak payah nak melibatkan perasaan hg tue dengan kehidupan aku . jangan jadi orang yang belagak alim , belagak baik , belagak sopan , macam pijak semut pon tak mati depan aku . hipokrit itu namanyaa . klau dah rasa ada gf , buat lah cara ada gf oke . buat apa nak berahsia dengan aku , dan bila dah kantoi buat apa nak merayu merayu dekat aku , tidak kah itu bodo namaya ? meluat lahh , tetiba ja jadi emo kubur tak tentu pasal ha .taik ! jangan la expect aku nak termakan pujok rayu bangang hg tuh . aku paling annoyed dengan orang macam tuh . erggh ! klau dah tak layan tue memang harap maklum je lahh , aku sumpah dah tak sukaa . langsung tak cair okehh , nie nur fatiha bt abdul jalil and dont you dare to try to play with me . sekian terima kaseh , harap maklum .

shake shake ur body

hello guys , today let we start about exam . haih , my mid exam is so so so so HARD . rasa macam nak fuck ja paper exam tuh . susah sangat ! huh . nak study tapi malas ! apa nak jadi dengan anak pak jalil sorang nehh . acc , sekarang sibok dengan bf yang keliling pinggang nehh , itu sebab nak pegang buku pong malas , ouh tidak ! cmna nehh , ouh god ! give me some clues please :( i need to do something about my future , i want to change it but people said its like ' hangat hangat taik ayam jahh ' HAHAHA . woaah ! tapi bila jawab exam cik nurfatiha nie bersemangat je orang kata , tekun sampai tak tengok orang lain dahh . haa ! tapi satu je yang tak suka , about one guy yang duduk sebelah kiri time exam nehh , shit ! sket sket nak tanyaa , taw la minat kat aku tayah la duk gegeh sangat ! rimas taw dak ! aku nak jawab exam pon tak senang . dah la aku nie keturunan pekak sket yang hg duk buat cakap romantis taik kucing apa , haih . kadang kadang stupid question pon nak tanyaa , macam la tataw . saja ja nak cakap dengan aku enn , silly ! dah la wire otak hg tue sewel , aku pon jadi seram sejuk ja taw duk tepi hg . rasa macam duk kat perogol besiri yang tak handsome langsung tapi bajet handsome ! dah la dulu curi phone aku , dasar gila punya oranggg ! HAHAHA hey guys ! tq kerana membaca cerita bodo saya ini . selamat malam :)

sweet 17

i just want to wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my friends .
may god bless you , may all ur wish comes true and gud luck in our big examination okehh .
ouh , lagi satu ! semoga bahagia dengan orang tersayang :)
jangan buli aku dah lepas nie oke ! dah tua buat cara tua .



* dear mekna , sori aku copy gamba kat hg . tak larat nak cari lain dah .

HANG TUAH

im soooooo fucking bored
i feel so stuck , blank , blah and whatever !
i sit and think for NOTHING
what the ?
arghhhh , i cant stand anymore so bored like the hell * pfffttttt
now im going to continue texting with my beloved HANG TUAH <3
awwww , fatiha post a words ' i love you '
woaaah ! its so AMAZING ! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
ouh btw , didt you know who is my HANG TUAH ? hahaha suprised right ?
let it be my secret for a while , and i think i will story to you guys later oke , deal or not ? hoho

all human not perfect

EXAM FEVER !

aaa , today paper agama I and II , science I .
woaaah agama paper I is totally likes SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK and SUCK !
otak memang blank , blur , empty and bla bla bla bla * pffftt
naseb baik paper II bole cover balik kutt , bole la jawab jugak , i guess so lahh :| ouh , about science paper I pon macam hampeh jah ! memang sial lohh ! totally !

special days

16 mei 2010

thank you teachers for teaching me how to be a good girl , respect people and be alert about our world :) i love you teachers . tolong doakan kejayaan saya di masa hadapan .

when im getting bored

Who were your best friends?
azry bin aminul rashid kutt HAHA

Who did you hang out with the most?
amalina kaman

Did you play any sports?
hoki

Last concert you went to?
my dad never let me go

Do you know who your true friends are?
i didn't know , seriously !

Ever kissed someone of the same sex on the lips?
err ?

Are you seriously bored?
totally !

Do you take pictures just for myspace?
nope hehe

Where was your default picture taken?
titi gantung

How long are you online each day?
depends

Do you watch wrestling?
nope

Have you ever been lost?
yes

Can you be romantic?
sure do :)

Do you know your ABC'S?
WTF ?

Who's your favorite disney character?
little mermaid ,

Ever google yourself?
sometimes

Do you still live with your parents?
i never far from them

Do you enjoy doing these surveys?
not really

How's the weather outside?
its to dark and hot !

If you could see someone right now who would it be?
muhammad amirul bin zainal abidin :)

What kind of computer do you have?
laptop acer

What do people call you?
teha jalil

Hows your day going?
totally suck !

What were you doing at 3:00pm?
sleeping and dreamingg

Have any siblings?
yes

What movie did you last see?
kl drift kutt

Do you have a favorite pair of jeans?
yes , my skinny

Would you rather be at the beach or be in the snow?
both

Do you secretly like anyone from MySpace?
mybe :D

Would you rather eat or sleep?
both

Wanna go for a walk?
jum jum ! haha

Favorite colors?
pink hoho

Plans for the weekend?
slepping eating slepping and slepping

How much money do you have on you?
19.20$

Next concert you will attend?
never happend

Anything exciting happening soon?
noooo

Text or call?
both

Are you a morning person?
yes kutt

Sunrise or Sunset?
sunset

When is your birthday
november 06

Ever been drunk?
never

How many years have you been breathing?
16 years 5 month 15 days

Where were you born?
in malaysia of course

How old were you when you lost your virginity?
after get married , malam pertama tuh HAHAHA

Do you have an annoying voice?
YES YES !

Who sent the 17th message in your inbox?
fikri

Do you talk to any of your exes?
yes

Are you feeling uncomfortable right now?
i dont know , but i think im missing someone * sigh

favourite song :]

woaah !

dear blogger ,
as im quite busy with my daily life , i got no time for spend for updating my blog and now i feel my blog dah BERKARAT . sory guys :)

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btw , rambut nie dah lama buat ! cuma lambat gtau jeh!
sori guys ! :D

weaaaaaaaaaaaaaa , rindunyaa nak online-ing and memblog-inggg !! :(